don't be too nice to me.

don't buy me stuffs and make me accept it.

don't expect me to put on a smiling face just to satisfy you.

don't know why but it drains alot out of me.




its weird that i'm not feeling sad nor happy.

just that it's tiring to figure out what people's motives are all the time.



Perhaps i always believed that there is a reason

behind each act of kindness.

Some people show kindness without expectations.

Yet some do so because they feel obligated to.

and there are those who do so and expect the same in return.

no matter which group you belong to, it is none of my concern anymore.


So... why am i the one recieving kindness from a stranger?




still, i'm glad that we are all living under different skies. :)
Saturday, August 07, 2010