Dear you,

Who's reading this letter

Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old

There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,

Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry

For someone who's seemingly about to disappear

Whose words should I believe in?

This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times

In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,

Thank you

I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going

You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough

But row your boat of dreams on

Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear

During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear

Just believe in your own voice

For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt

But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life

So build your dreams without fear

Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry

For someone who's seemingly about to disappear

Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear

During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear

Just believe in your own voice

No matter what era we're in

There's no running away from sorrow

So show your smile, and go on living the present

Go on living the present

Dear you,

Who's reading this letter

I wish you happiness

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really love this song.

she sings with so much feelings.

did you know that people cry after listening to her sing?

its really nice gift - to be able to touch other people's hearts

just through singing.



andddddd i'm finally back from army!

before i entered the camp for the first time,

i was kinda nervous.

what i had in mind was seeing everyone

having lots of training with shouting here and there.

guess what i saw when i reached my camp?

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lots of people,

sweeping leaves.

playing basketball.


lol.


ironic eh?

anyway i got posted to

Hawk company again, like in tekong.

and tekong-hawk is much much much

different from spore-hawk @.@

now, i cant :

-bring mp3
-bring psp
-bring snacks
-buy drinks from vending machines
-have time for myself


its really demoralizing for us poly people

to get posted there.

basically we are just an addition to the 41SAR

team. most people i met there are either from ite

or phd (poly-halfwaydropout) or O levels.

and it seems that its a trend to have lots of tatoos all over your body.

is it really that cool to have pictures of your religion

on your back, or a lion on your hand, or armour on

your chest, or random pictures n your leg?

i don't really get the picture.

if i had a tattoo, it'd say, " i want home."


the only cool thing i'm looking forward to,

is the one month trip to australia next year,

and we also get to participate in ndp too.


hope everything change for a better

after my course ends.


and to all my friends from KE:

let me know asap if you can come for my 21st

bdae celebration on the 17th (sat) of oct.

MUST COME AR!!!!!!!!

if not i bring machine gun go find you!

(dun pray pray i just finished my machine gun course ar)

:)

cheers!
Friday, September 25, 2009



















Monday, September 21, 2009



a blink of an eye and we have changed through

the years.

This is a story of 4 flower boys... lor~

who became men... leh~

time sure flies... hor~

but we will always be bros for life... lah!

the first photo was taken 2 years back,

the second photo was last year,

the third is the present.

one by one become botak :D




Sunday, September 20, 2009



my posting results are out..

and my worse fears have come true.

i have been posted to kranji camp near choa chu kang

to be armoured infantry trooper..

everyone says the training inside is dam tough...

guess i have no choice but to accept fate.


and my back still aches badly from my previous 24km

route march... could u imagine me goin for 60km ?

hope its not as tough as people say it is..

posting more picts taken during my this 10 days of leave :D

sakura at orchard with my bunk mates!




Sunday, September 20, 2009



did you know?

no matter how hard i run,

or how hard i hide,

sadness always seem to catch up with me.

i hate having this feeling.

you are that sadness i'm finding hard to come face to face with.

if only it was that easy to say "lets be friends" like how you did,

i'd say it to you a million times over.

and i'd keep asking myself,

does it matters to you that i'm your friend?

even now, we could be still chatting, smiling and joking around,

but is it even real?

all i can say is that

we're two completely different persons in two different worlds.





glad i could just fuck-care what people think,

and just say what i wanted to say.

:)
Thursday, September 17, 2009



我和你的眼中...　


看見了不同的天空
Tuesday, September 15, 2009



met up with all sorts of old friends i've met

long ago. its great to see everyone fighting

for their own dreams in their daily lifes.

evryone's moving on and doing fine.

and for me,

i've been going on shopping trips with elt and eug!

still searching for my own style :)

still rembered those days i wore football jerseys

wherever i go. haha cant believe i still wore those

crap to prom nite. ok nvm. those were the days :)

anyway..

my bdae is coming soon!

my parents initially wanted to organise a huge bdae party

at my house, with buffet and all.. but i decided not to.

its really troublesome to get all my relatives to come..

so i decided to celebrate at some restaurant with my family,

and set aside 17th oct to celebrate with all my friends.

i'll be giving u lucky peeps a treat!

"OMG!!! where is it?!!!!"

u're asking?

copy link and click to find out more!

http://www.amicirestaurant.com.sg/


its a dam cool Italian restaurant at Holland V..

and the food there are simply authentic!

i dun even understand a single word in the manure!(menu)

that shows how profound and complicated the food are!

and I've got this absolutely cool membership

which gives away a free red/white wine plus

a tirimisu 1kg cake free !!!

well i haven decided who will be goin..

but i'll let u peeps know asap.


so in the mean time ......

wake me up when september ends~



Saturday, September 12, 2009











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Wednesday, September 09, 2009