Change

I won’t be bent and I won’t be dragged along

I want to stay honest to how I feel now

Change

No matter how many times I’m reborn

I will embrace my sadness

As I run

I was sad when you betrayed me

But you couldn’t catch me, I’m right here

It’s not enough and there’s no end to it

Try to distort me even more

This is such a crazy world,

Sometimes it makes me lose sight of who I am

Do you want to leave the traditional ways?

Just don’t make that decision for me

I’m going down my own path

Just standing around here, waiting

Never try to start anything

Change

I won’t be bent and I won’t be dragged along

I want to stay honest to how I feel now

I won’t let you have your way

Change

No matter how many times I’m reborn

I will embrace my sadness

As I run

Never again will I

return to your side

I’m going to do things the way I want to

I WANNA CHANGE

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This is such an amazing song....

its got all the words that i want to say.

so totally cool.

love this song! :D


weeeeeeeeeeeee NDP IS FINALLY OVER!!!

super sad that its over... no more free goodies..

haha! it has been such a memorable experience!


and yea! speaking of my health!

my left leg has been giving me so much problems...

my joint hurts so much when i climb up and down

the stairs. so totally not cool.

and now my muscle hurts like @$^&* ... >< its like swollen now!

awwwww man... glad its not my right leg =X
Monday, August 09, 2010



don't be too nice to me.

don't buy me stuffs and make me accept it.

don't expect me to put on a smiling face just to satisfy you.

don't know why but it drains alot out of me.




its weird that i'm not feeling sad nor happy.

just that it's tiring to figure out what people's motives are all the time.



Perhaps i always believed that there is a reason

behind each act of kindness.

Some people show kindness without expectations.

Yet some do so because they feel obligated to.

and there are those who do so and expect the same in return.

no matter which group you belong to, it is none of my concern anymore.


So... why am i the one recieving kindness from a stranger?




still, i'm glad that we are all living under different skies. :)
Saturday, August 07, 2010