OCTOBER - Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Sexy. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making new friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Day dreamer. Loyal. Opinionated. Does not care what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance . Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Honest, does not pretend. Concerned. loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

hahaz... i guess datz mi...
geez...the part about mi
"easily hurt but recovers easily"
haiz... itz kinda true...
hahaz... duno y , but when
i get angry, after moments,
i would feel better...
geez... i hopz pple dun take
advantage of dat..=x

cya !~~~
Monday, May 29, 2006



elloz..!!~~
haiz...time flies too fast...
i blinked mi eyes, and 4 weeks
hv pasted juz like dat.... and
the week after tis iz common
test week...zzZzz
haiyo...gt 2 subject hvin trouble..

-digital electronics
-Fundamental orientated object
program..(foop)

...so pek chek de...
*banging head on wall*

hahaz...the rest of my modules are
repeat de... no prob...gona do my
best for evrything...=)

ystdae was wkin, gt realli pissed
at tis mother n her son...
the mother was talkin to mi in
a bu shuang de attitude...
i din even do anythin to her...
very rude...=x

haiz... wats wrong wif mi?
i nvr seem to do anything rite...
and yet i try mi best nt to hv
regretz... and it seems impossible
to do so...

haiz... i once heard frm some one,
evry one wking in kp was oni caring
for themselves... i tot it ws true...
but when i saw her*, i ws juz glad
she ws like no other... oops... =x

anywayz... iz life always on a boat?

i feel as though a huge part of mi
breakin away... things dat i like to
do, music i like to hear, food i like
to eat...
becomin realli tired n exhausted...
iz this the great depression? lolz

anywys, ystrdae's ystrdae (sat)
was the best bbal game ever lolz
muhaha... went to the peaceful
ayah rajah! see see! for some
hours of bbal fun! =D hahaz...
i tink i'm gona get a ball, a new
set of jersey.
the jersey i'm wearin nw, iz
the onez we gt frm the converse
3-on-3 tourney.... hahaz
i feel ashamed of wearin it...
reminds mi of hw we lost terribly
=x hahaz...
anywayz we played till abt 5...
the teams i ws in alwayz win!!!
muhahahaz... not oni dat...
i scored the last ball for all
the matches! lolz ...beat dat!
eugene n eliot! muhahaz

at least i gt something to be
proud of..;)

well ystrdae, i went to the
sportslink, most of the bbal
was on 50% discount... wahhh!!
quality bal for oni 20++ bucks!!
grrrr...mus buy!! gona search for
cheap jersey too! =)

oopsie...i tink a new shoppin
list iz popin out of mi head =x

hahaz...

gona go for schl soon le...
2 hr class nia..1-3pm so
bo liao..=x den mayb
gona go music rm...=)

*smilez* =)

bb all!~~

cheerz!~~

~~~~~phoenix signin off~~~~~
Sunday, May 28, 2006



wahahahaz...
wat ya tink of mi blog?
firstly, i wana thank eugene ,
my dad, my mom, my granpa,
my grandma, my aunts, my
uncles, blah blah....
lolz...the theme iz ..bad day..
=)

i gt lots of days dat made mi
feel mad ..hahaz...

i gtg slp le nitez all!~

~phoenix~
Saturday, May 27, 2006



todae was a fine dae...
a realli fine dae...
i love fridaes.... its realli
relaxin...=x i had all 1 hr
classes, with long breaks
in between...hahaz

todae went to the music
rm again...i ws practisin
my normal pieces, when
tis china gal came in, and
said she wanted to hear
mi play...hahaz she was
realli so impressed...lolz
and she played a piece,
"marriage de adeline"...
wow (*o*) ....so nice!!!
omg...and she said i was
playin a nicer song...(canon
in d) hahaz...she said she
hd heard lots of versions,
and mine ws the best...lolz
she wanted to learn dat
piece..n ask mi to meet up
some dae n teach her ..hahaz
den she sat beside mi n watch
mi play thru out... lolz
...=x

dats the power of canon in d..
(^.^)

when she left, she said," zhen de
hen kao xing neng jian dao ni.."
hahaz...aww so nice=) first time
sum one sae dat to mi...feelin so
proud of my self...=)

she ask mi for my hp no. den left.
lolz ...bt i stiu dun like most china
pple... bt todae was better,
caus gt pple listenin to mi play
...

thru out my life, i've teach so many
pple abit of canon in d... hahaz evry
one likes it! if u hvn hear dat music
piece, juz tell mi! i'll play it for u .=)
^^

Testimonials for pple in my life who have learned music:

under tim-supervision,

Hall of fame:

-tim(lolz...tis is my blog! i'm definitely in the hall of fame!)


Hall of shame:(no hard feelins k?) bleah! =p


-kelvin(he tinks his wings very stiff, can fly le ) =)
-melvin(he tinks his brain very big, can anyhow change the tune) =)
-li si(oni noe a lousy song..oops..is i teach de) =)


wahaahahahaaZ!!! i tink i'm gona get beat up real bad.... ;)
jking oni lar....!! kel u play quite ok lah... =D
yea kp is gd lar...

hahaz stiu gt alot of pple wana learn =x
haiz...so long time nvr c_C my piano
master at kp le...

jus to recap u all, my piano shi fu, whu
inspired mi to play music, was a gal,
who frequently went to kp to play the
keyboard there... =) she played canon
in d for hours, and i was hooked the
moment i heard that music...=)
hahaz ...well... nw she rarely comes...
so sianz...the last time i saw her,
i actually did spoke to her... learn
abit too...hahaz

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

....a phoenix, bringin canon in d
to the world and beyond....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Cheerz!
Friday, May 26, 2006



meetin lots of weird pple now-a-daes
at kp... lolz
got tis 2 boyz went into the fittin room
with a teddy bear, nothin else..
lol omg...wat are they tryin to do?
bu yao siang wai wai ...=x

hahaz kp is becomin very crowded once
again ^^ .... afew promoters comin bk
to work...

argh ...tis afew daes very grumpy....
mus be sumthing i ate? =x

geez...


~~~~Phoenix~~~~~
Tuesday, May 23, 2006




wow.. tis pic realli shocks mi!!
hahaz yea .. a frend send mi
tis n yea...tis iz to my B-Free
gang... Be Weird! hahaz









hahaz todae a reali relax dae ... got lots of 1hr
lectures, and 2hr breaks... =)
i finaly got to make sum new frends despite
the ever-changing classmates... hahaz
i'm finaly gettin the hang of learnin analogue
electronics! hahaz bein taught by module leader
iz better den my previous teacher, Mr Timothy
Foo Wan Juan... lolz same name...
but he looks like a fool(foo) that want(wan) to turn (juan)
hahaz ...when he teach, i rmbr my class was
realli restless, and we decided to play dota in
class... (no wonder i gt F-antastic for my ael) =x


...feelin rather happy n moody as time passes...

...feelin impossible to pull a smile ...

...my heart iz still drifting among the waves...

...searching, still searchin...

...searchin for sumthing i cannot sae...

...perhaps it could be love?...

...no body knows who i realli am...

...neither do i...

...drifting, drifting, drifting...

...neither do i ...


-:=a-phoenix-tryin-to-believe-in-love-once more=:-
Friday, May 19, 2006



hahahaz...
i'm back! todae no stress sia =x
8am-5pm... hahaz.. dun like
digital electronics... so confusin
hahaz... todae got maths quiz
...i nvr prepare worz... but
realli dam easy... hahaz i was
the first to hand in the scripts
too! so proud of my self... =D
the lecturer was like.." u finished?"
hahaz he looked at my paper,
examined it, and nodded his head
up to down consecutively... 4-5 times!
(not left to rite) =)
hahaz

kkies cyaz all !

cheerzZz!

~~~~~phoenix signin off~~~~~
Tuesday, May 16, 2006



hahaz...ystrdae nite... wow! =)
we celebrated mothers dae!
hahaz... so much kids askin their
moms to get them presents ...
geex... its mothers day ,nt childrens
dae..=x hahaz... it ws a realli buzy
dae..cos gt lots n lots of customers
so crowded... i could barely walk.
hahaz .... we set up 2 tables at the
entrance for kids to color the mothers
dae card, distributed at the counter.
hahaz bt some clever pple, took the
leaflets of the milk machine... n started
colorin it...hahahaz... lolz...kids get
smarter nw a daes...=x
well...after wk, kel bought 2 cakes,
1 for kp mothers, 1 for li si... yea...
hahaz had lots of fun...

i heard dat some of the new promoters
ws comin bk to work! haha finally some
company... they r - gary(seng tai),
linda(disney?), lolz my bro, n a new
promoter..

sian...y my bro at toyz? tink he cant handle
the presure..=) u guyz prob tink hes a
realli nice kid, yea... wahahaz...
it jus reminds mi of the time when we were
young, we visited my grandmother at
malaysia... her house was at a deserted
kampong in the jungles of palm trees...
hahaz its realli dam fun goin there! life
was rather primitive back there... hahaz
remembered a guy named "ah lun"... hes
my cousin ..^^ we hd lots of fun playin wif
kites, as well as losin kites... =x lots of kites
fell on neighbours roofs... i ws usually busy
catchin cute lil chicks... =D hahaz
anywayz ...bk to the topic... my bro n tis
guy went to tis toilet at school... ( beside my
grandmas hous was a school...which ws
usually closed..caus holidae) , yea they
went to tis toilet, n they went somewhere
to get rocks to fill up the hole in the toilet
bowl...=x lolx ...imagine the pple dat used
the toilet! =x afew daes l8ter the principal
went lookin for him! wahhahahaz .. sam
n the other guy had to apologise , and get
the stones out..=x hahaz... those were such
happy times...we often went cyclin in the
jungle, n injure ourselves? hahaz =D
well i stiu remembered there ws a lot
of cousins at the kampong...so crowded
it ws a huge hous, filled wif warmth n laughter..
but nw its gone le... after mi grandma passed
away, the dupid schl decided to expand to
renovate ...so my grand parents hous had
to be torn down ..=( yea... nw all my realatives
hv been spreaded thru out malaysia...
rarely go (nvr) visit them le hahaz
wonderin hw r they? =)

hahaz well okies i gtg le ...
todae mus bbal!

bb all~


cheers!

~~~~~~~phoenix signin out~~~~~~
Sunday, May 14, 2006



arghhh! todae was suposin to be an excitin dae!
in the end i spent the entire dae at home! =x
sianz...

hahaz ...

a past dawnin on mi...
duno wat to do...
*forcin a smile*

gtg...

cheers..


-:=a-phoenix-tryin-to-live-life-without-regrets=:-
Friday, May 12, 2006



hahaz ... hav been spendin tis few daes shoppin wif frends..
wow! ystrdae went to orchard wif gene n tau huey
hahaz... finaly got to do sum shoppin... bt orchard de thingy
too classy worz...=x anywayz... we went to a "high-end"
restraunt called crystal jade restraraunt. yea. theres lots
of realli gd food. but we ate porridge. high class porridge.
=D wahahahaz lolx
when we were goin hm on bus77, i placed my head between
the slidin door n the ez-link bar... lolx big mistake...
when the door slided in, my head gt kinda wrenched in btween
=x.... i was tryin hard to pull my head out of the gap... bt couldnt
lol... yea a big THANK YOU to eliot for givin mi the support
in time of nid, by laughin realli loud n hysterically...=x
my ears stiu hurtz!

hahaz anywyz todae ws a realli interestin dae... learned hw to
conect a logic gate to LEDs and input switches...blah blah..=)

hahaz went shoppin againz wif shir, =) to bugis, n bought
newbie stuff! wow... newbie de shirt realli cool!~ bought a
black top 40 bucks...realli coooollll! i finaly hv a fav brand ! =)
its "newbie!" wahhahaz

went to many shops... P.O.A shop realli stylo hahaz so many funky
cloths... bt reali exp =x bt stiu its worth it =)

hahaz tomorow big dae! u may ask 'why?'
well, because i not workin! muhahaz~~~

i gtg liaoz
bb n gd nitez~

hope i dream of cloths ...geez
hahaz

~~~~~~~~~~phoenix signin off~~~~~~~~~~
Thursday, May 11, 2006



ellox everyonez!

woke up tis mornin to the sound of birds
chirpin on my window ledge...


my laptop is realli dam heavy! grrrrroooaah!
y is rented lappy so unique?


i was even tinkin of openin mi laptop, and pullin out
redundant stuf to lighten the load =p


mi nw in frends class... haha teacher stiu doesnt
know dat i'm not supposin to be in the class..=x
(i hav 3 hr break mah..so crash in frends class =)
i'm plannin to tell my lecturer at the last lesson,
"cher! actualy i'm not frm yur class de" bleah*
muhaha...

haha gtg le bb all~

~~~~~~~~phoenix signin off~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday, May 08, 2006



hi !~~~~~

back frm 2hrs of lecture...
haha todae went to the
music room to play some
piano ^^

at first there ws tis gal
dat ask if another 2 gals
could come inside my
room to listen..=x

lolx den tis two gals came
in n sat on the sofa in front
of the piano.. lolx so pai seh
but i played like i always do
...den they called another
gal into the room =x
lolx anyways i continued
playin... but den another 2
gals came in ...lolx so many
spectactors =.= i was even
tinkin of chargin them ($.$)
=D well anyways
i got too embaress n left
straight away... i ni to learn
more songs =x ...

todae realli angry .... my last
month de pay was not added
in my account! they forgot
about mi! =( why mi?

hahaz oh wellz ...=x

todae took a long lonely walk
home... somethings amiss in
my life... wonder wat dat could
be?

~~~~~~Phoenix~~~~~~~
Monday, May 08, 2006



hihizzz....
mi back!

oh yea! gona get a new hp
soon! , along wif a psp! =)

nothin hapen much at kp...
=x

so decided to crack a joke dat
kept every one laughin..=D
its gd to see pple laugh...
u get a sense of satisfaction.

bt get tis straight
dun u dare giv mi critisms,
dat are based on events
dat are made-believe...

gets mi pissed (oops wrong word?)

oh well ... stiu gotta force a smile
=)

(to all my other frends , hahaz
nothing to do wif u =)

~~~~~~Phoenix Signin Off~~~~~~~
Sunday, May 07, 2006































i uploaded sum interestin brain-teasers ^^
have fun! =)
Saturday, May 06, 2006






















wahahahahzz!!! =D tis poster is dedicated to
all my frendz! =D ...hopz u guys dun get
pissed off because u r the piss in my pants...
hahahahxz

hahaz saw lots of old frendz again hahaz...
therez karthig hahah... i was havin a lesson
wif my module leader,(the dam firece de)
den karthig was outside mi class room ...
he waved at mi n shouted "tis teacher Not
gd! nt good! not good!" lolx hahahahax
he somemore open the class door n continued
sayin hw bad the module leader was loudly!
omg hahahax n he was like"u where nt happy?"
=x hahaz so long time nvr see him...so gd to
see him so lively and as mischevious as ever,
like mi ^^... n durin lunch at canteen 1(i went
to canteen1 becaus when i go canteen 2 nobody
was there! >=x hahahax mostly there'll be like
hundreds of pple waitin for my arrival at canteen
2.. but no! it was like a typical desert scene where
balls of dried-out grass rolls around =x )
hahax anyways i went to the music room ...n play
more piano yea... den went to hv my lunch.
canteen 1 is renount for its jap "fuyon-blah blah
blah" (duno wats the name...jap food gt weird
names) but its a dish wif terriyaki chicken cooked
on top of eggs mixed wif onions...hmmm yummy...
hahax met an old frend called samuel TAN (my
bro is Teo) yea...hes one of the guys i used to
play bbal wif in yiss sec schl hahaz ...he sure hv
grown dam tall lolx...hahaz stiu remembered the
times i played wif him, when i managed to 'cup'
him, i was like so dam happy hahaz becaus hes
gd at bbal yea =D... haha at least he stiu recognises
mi wif my hair=x ...
anyways the canteen was so packed... had to
find a spot infested wif bird poo =x hahaz
and there ws tis guy i met, an old frend whu work as
a promoter long ago at kp last, last(its 2 'last') x,mas
hes eddie... yea he ws a tai seng ...(or ws it seng tai?)
promoter...i met him near co-op twice in the mornin,
once in the afternoon, n once in the evenin... n he was
like,"why do i keep seein u?" hahaahx

hahaz well...i wud finaly like to thank u all for being
my piss...yea ok haha

hmmm i kinda hv a scroll of shoppin list rolled out
in front of mi le.. :
-a bag!

my bag is so beggar-like! so many huge holes on the
sides...haha i guess the molecular structure of the
synthetic resin is very easy to break...=x

-cloths!

i ni more cloths! dun expect mi to wear phoenix shirt
every dae =p pple will stay like 10 meters away frm
mi as though i got some kinda evil aura >=)

-a psp?

nt sure yet... ni time to save, but i know its worth it
=) can watch tv, play games, store picts, listen mp3s
cool!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yea dats my long shoppin list =x

hahaz hmm todae i reali writin essay =x...
speakin of essay,
it reminds mi of a time when i was in pri 6....

ARGH! gotta control my self...hahahahx
gona stop here lah ..kkies

gona go piss... =D dun get the wrong idea..
or u'll get pissed =p

bb all~~

-:=Phoenix-Pissing-off=:-
Friday, May 05, 2006





















hahaz long long time blog 1 time... zzz
so borin at school le... evry one talkin
among themselvez , mi, sittin alonez
lisenin to lecture murmerin to himself
...

juz discovered a music room at blk 72
muhaha...gona go there whenever i can
=) the piano iz fine, and realli peaceful..
and anywayz, i hv completed learnin
canon in d(simplified version =x) but itz
realli nice to hear though hahaz
nw i'm planin to master ballade de adeline,
forbidden love.. yea tiz few =D

nvr seen my old class kaakeezz for a long
wonderin hw they're doin? =)

so much in the world to see, but confined
to a small world, like a frog in a well
(i choose frog rather den toad =p)

eg2 test comin soon... plannin to ace it=D
wif out studyin...muhaha

hmm wonderin if kiddyp organisin trip
to sentosa? there tousa dam nice
lol lame joke but den again...
i'm not lame, i can walk =D (old sec schl
joke dat kept mi laughin back den)

n i'm lookin forward to kel's buffet...
congratz on gettin into dover university=)
hahaz

hmm hate work yet missin it... love schl
yet hatin it... geex =x

why i hate work:
-a specific group of colleagues
-pple who spoils yur dayz
-hyprocritzz(other wise known as hyppoz^^)

befor i go to wk every dae, the sun shine acroz
mi, the gentle breeze brushezz thru my hair,
i say to miself,"wat a wonderful dae!"

11hrs latr, i come home, n say to miself,
"i wish tis dae nvr existed!"

hahaz it happenz every dae dat i've gotten
used to it...i try nt to be too happy, afraid
of gettin ruined =x... datz y i rarely smile a
work liaoz...
perhapz if i smiled, i could brighten some onez
daez....but it wud nvr be a real smile, wud it?

datz all for todae bah...=)
i hd a gd dae ystrdae nonetheless... hw bout' u?

~~~~~~~~~phoenix signin off~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thursday, May 04, 2006