Dear you,

Who's reading this letter

Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old

There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,

Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry

For someone who's seemingly about to disappear

Whose words should I believe in?

This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times

In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,

Thank you

I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going

You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough

But row your boat of dreams on

Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear

During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear

Just believe in your own voice

For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt

But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life

So build your dreams without fear

Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry

For someone who's seemingly about to disappear

Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear

During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear

Just believe in your own voice

No matter what era we're in

There's no running away from sorrow

So show your smile, and go on living the present

Go on living the present

Dear you,

Who's reading this letter

I wish you happiness

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really love this song.

she sings with so much feelings.

did you know that people cry after listening to her sing?

its really nice gift - to be able to touch other people's hearts

just through singing.



andddddd i'm finally back from army!

before i entered the camp for the first time,

i was kinda nervous.

what i had in mind was seeing everyone

having lots of training with shouting here and there.

guess what i saw when i reached my camp?

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lots of people,

sweeping leaves.

playing basketball.


lol.


ironic eh?

anyway i got posted to

Hawk company again, like in tekong.

and tekong-hawk is much much much

different from spore-hawk @.@

now, i cant :

-bring mp3
-bring psp
-bring snacks
-buy drinks from vending machines
-have time for myself


its really demoralizing for us poly people

to get posted there.

basically we are just an addition to the 41SAR

team. most people i met there are either from ite

or phd (poly-halfwaydropout) or O levels.

and it seems that its a trend to have lots of tatoos all over your body.

is it really that cool to have pictures of your religion

on your back, or a lion on your hand, or armour on

your chest, or random pictures n your leg?

i don't really get the picture.

if i had a tattoo, it'd say, " i want home."


the only cool thing i'm looking forward to,

is the one month trip to australia next year,

and we also get to participate in ndp too.


hope everything change for a better

after my course ends.


and to all my friends from KE:

let me know asap if you can come for my 21st

bdae celebration on the 17th (sat) of oct.

MUST COME AR!!!!!!!!

if not i bring machine gun go find you!

(dun pray pray i just finished my machine gun course ar)

:)

cheers!
Friday, September 25, 2009