If saying sorry could solve all problems,

there wouldn't be any need for police or laws.

that's why i don't like saying sorry.
Friday, August 28, 2009



oc evening.

it is a night for everyone to perform, and reflect

on their time in bmt.

had a great time watching everyone's performance.

din know i could laugh so much now-a-days.

even though it was short-termed, just glad

that i'm able to laugh again :)


just finished my 16km road march today.

and evryone is alrdy half-dead.

i cant even walk properly now.

cld u evn imagine marching 24km? =X


i've been watching korean drama bof!

and yea it sounds like a girly drama,

but its quite nice! koo hye sun is soooooo

cute! *screams* lmao.













































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random:

when suddenly you're left behind, you'd realize those

people that are actually always there for you

are your family and your hou-peng-yous. (good friends)

life is full of lessons.

its the way you handle those lessons that matter.

and i found this to be quite true.

lessons are always learnt the hard way.

i'd do my best to be a better person.


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Thursday, August 27, 2009



I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m waiting for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, i’m waiting for you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, i’m waiting for you
Saturday, August 22, 2009



went to the nicest pub with great ambience.

there was even a live band playing songs.

dam cool :D









Saturday, August 15, 2009



jus after field camp, came another camp =.=

situational test at a campsite near the sea.

now i know why some people break down

during camps.

u get so exhausted and you still get punished

every now and then for little things someone

did wrong.

i'm was near my limit alrdy.

jus glad that everything is over :]

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just hate it when i still feel sad from time to time.

i keep asking myself this question.

if i was in an r/s with someone for a period of time,

would i give up that someone just becose i'm no longer

happy around that person? and go for someone better?

its a really interesting qsn that people should ask themselves

before getting into a r/s.


would you give up on the r/s and take the easy way out?

and care about your own happiness and not the other party?

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there is no easy way out in life.

i guess i'll always be the kind of people that

always end up the one getting hurt.
Sunday, August 09, 2009