no one comes my blog anymore:)

guess it makes it more easy to pour out my feelings with privacy..

there is a first time for everything,

and for me, loving her changed me into a person that i nvr knew i was.


before i ever met her, i can tell u what kind of person i was :

-i was a blockhead ( she would always say square-mail):p

-i did not even know how to love anyone

-i did not know how to care for anyone

-i was totally clueless about basically everything.

-everyone saw me as the tim, the guy who plays
piano, basketball, and hangs out with totally cool frends :)


love really changes a person alot.

made me feel warm for the first time in 20 years.

i've always had frends and family by my side but

i always felt something was missing,

until this girl came along to change my life completely :)


suddenly i was doing things for her that i nvr knw i would do..


went with her to lots of places,

had lots of fun and laughter!!

she looked so happy :) and it made me even more happy:))

dats when i decided to put in more effort to make her feel special and xinfu,

to feel loved, and always to make her laugh, so that she wud

forget all her painful memories:)


looking at all the photos we had taken together makes me

smile all the time. :)

hahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha (see? i laughin liao)


loving someone is not about that special feeling someone gives.

in relationships, we all have the same special feeling in the beginning..

as time goes on, as that special feeling disappears,

it does not mean love is gone.

it means love has changed to a whole new level :)

mature love.


everyone makes mistake. Do not follow your heart blindly.

it takes a mistake to make you realise how much

you actually cherish your love ones.


i will wait for you no matter wat happens. :)

i promise to change for the better.

will you?
Friday, June 12, 2009