=D

dats wat i'm feeling right now.

went to bugis on tues with my

parents to get some new shirt

and jeans and shoes...

haha.. when was the last time

i actually went shopping with

my parents? its like so totally

last year.. and shopping with

parents is the best la! Everyth is

they pay de ^^.. haha

bought a mickey mouse shirt, dats

WHITE in color ^^















ohhhh~ shiny!

and black jeans dat have the chinese word

zhan at the back.. fierce! xD















the main point of my jeans ^^














nxt up is my white shoes! its reminds me

of goin to school ini the olden days..
















and dats all... gona buy 2 more shirts and

i'm done for the new year.. xD

goin for blood donation tmrw! sounds really

exciting! but will i be able to survive with

lesser blood?

becos..

tim - blood = godzilla!
















lolz..

cheers. i mean.. ROAR!!
Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Mou Sukoshi... Mou Sukoshi...

A Little More... A Little More...

When I noticed I was thinking about you...

I felt very embarassed

And I really hate that feeling

That's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings



Even though I suppress it in my head

I can't do anything about my heart

I don't let you notice it when we meet

So it can be normal how I plan to talk to you



To act so composed has started to hurt

Lying to you I will put away... but



A little more... A little more...

If I can get closer to your heart

A little more... A little more...

So that this moment won't end

Please God, give me courage

When I'm alone with my bad crazy thoughts

I worry about what you think of me

I'm sorry I stepped forward to try to let you know

I'm not myself, I don't like the fog around my heart

Depending on someone else makes me run away... but

A little more... A little more...

If I can get beside you

A little more... A little more...

Night does not continue once dawn comes

So wipe away your tears when you're feeling lonely



The glowing moon floats out into the heavens

I'm not stronger or more confident

See me smiling, look, OK?



A little more... A little more...

If I can get beside you

A little more... A little more...

Night does not continue once dawn comes



A little more... A little more...

If I can get closer to your heart

A little more... A little more...

So that this moment won't end



Please God, give me courage






this song is realli meaningful to me.

i like it very much.. =) hope u'll

like it as much as i did. enjoy!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008



*munch munch*

*sharp pain*

*munch*

*blunt pain*

*munch munch*

*sharp pain again*

hais... dats how i feel everytime i eat

someth.. dats why ytd i ate one

bowl of rice and not 2 bowls. ended up,

i still couldnt finish it.. argh.. i've got

sore gums.. hurts everytime i grind

food on one side.. >.< i'd rather be bogay

den to suffer the pain.. =(


stayed up all nite watching this new anime

my frend introduced.. 'midori no hibi'

its a very very nice anime, evn though it

only has got 12 episodes.. its about this

gal 'an-lianing' a guy for afew years and

did not had the courage to tell him her

true feelings. And one day, she suddenly

became that guy's right hand.. dats when

all the fun begins ^^ dat guy, whos right

hand was often used for beating up pple,

was replaced by a tiny gal.. haha and she

brought up a soft side of him, dat no one

had seem before.. =D

very touching ending indeed.. *blows tissue*




watched till 5 am, jus in time to see my bros

get rdy for schl. lawls..

finally gona get some new clothes today.. ^^

cheers. =D
Monday, January 28, 2008



yes! i've finally watched body 19#,

jus to see wat my frends were

screamin at...

met eug, XUEFENG, huihui at amk hub

to watch.

there were some

shocking moments when a hand

suddenly appeared here and there..

otherwise there werent much to scream

about.. and i thought that baby in

the porridge was kinda cute..

jus like yupee gummy ! the storyline

was kinda interesting also.. after watching

dat show, i found a certain craving for

char siew rice.. lawls xD
Sunday, January 27, 2008



didnt start the day right..

was supposing to meet my

frend at 12.15pm at boonlay

but i ended up reaching at 1.15pm..

rawr! i'm so sorry raina!!! >.<

met my best friend on the way

and decided to share cab.. i dropped

off near jurong east mrt and dats

when i decided to take a short cut..

through the innocent looking grassy fields..














looks realli serene and beautiful rite?

well, it wasnt

beautiful when i saw this:














argh its so exciting la! it feels as though any

any moment could be my last! xD..

and there were quicksand everywhere.. my

foot got stuck in the mud.. argh gross >.<

wat did i learn from today?

lesson number 1 : quicksand doesnt

make u move quicker.

lesson number 2: when stuck in mud,

dont take a picture of yourself. (glad i didnt...

i'll look dumb.. )

lesson number 3: dont listen to amazing race

theme song when u are in mud.

(gets u pumped up for nutting)

well reached je mrt in the end,

with legs covered in yummilicious mud..

so i went to toilet to wash my leg, with alot

of pple staring at me as though i went to

war and came back after X years..


haha.. and thx to raina for her

late prez =p!! chocolates!! xD















^^so colourful! i love rainbows! =DD














=p merci choc! woo!


haha gona save it for new year and share

it with everyone! eatin it alone is no fun =p

overall, i had a great day! =D

cheers!

sometimes memories of things fades away through time.

but memories of my first crush will always

stay my entire life.





Sunday, January 27, 2008



was smiling sheepishly at myself in the bus today

as i recalled all the times when i dozed off

whenever my project lecturer was giving us

long winded advices on our project. argh..

silly me. =S
Friday, January 25, 2008



love walking in the rain and listenin

to piano songs.. its jus so calming

and gets me thinking about lots of stuff..



another boring day for my project..

boring enough for my team mates to

use the love calculator and start

calculating their compatibility with

anyone. lol and amazingly, dat fwend

of mine, is 98% compatible with all sorts

of obtuse pple.. lmao.. if u're

readin this now, u know who u are. xD

cldnt stop laughin la.. lol




last night was a blast!

have u ever thought of ways to go

down a 3 meter deep canal before?

the first time i went down, was becos

i accidentally kicked my slipper down.

it was afew years back.

and i was so dumb back then..

so all i did was jump into the 3 meter canal!

din even think of how to get out.. @.@

its like jumping from a one storey building

haha.. getting out was tougher back then..

i stuck wooden planks into the stone pipes

and climbed out after serveral atempts

with the help of a kind maid who was

passing by. haha silly memories >.<


well ytd, i was watchin my best frend

n his church frends playing american

soccer beside the canal. =X

minutes before,

i alrdy predicted the ball would fall

inside sooner or later. lol kinda dump

to play ball beside the canal. its like

sleeping in the middle of the road.

AFI. @.@ (asking for it)

well that moment came and all we did

was watch the ball fly inside the center

of the canal, where there was a small river.

it was floating and moving with the current..

and we sprang into action.. since i'm

always the adventurous one, i rushed

home to change to my spiderman outfit.

i charged down my house with a bao in

my mouth(well not a bao but i always liked

to say dat)

went 2km further downstream to a factory

and we borrowed a ladder there and

went down! it got kinda gross at a certain

point becos there were slimmy stuffs

everywhere... yuck!! =X and we got out

in unharmed. lol and i got a free

mac meal for helping! xD haha

definitely someth i can tell to my kids

and grand kids and great grand kids!

imagine..

kids: what have u done in yur life

dat u are proud of?

old tim: ho ho ho.. i jump inside

long kang to find treasure, den also

fight with giant sharks and aligators jus

to get to the treasure! *flexs muscles*

kids: whoa! but dont sharks live in

the sea and aligators in the rivers?

old tim: ... (shit.. outsmarted)


the long kang at night.. kinda spooky ^^














i'll be off for the night.

cheers!
Thursday, January 24, 2008



rawr!! i'm gona go visit jp soon!!

its been quite a long time! wonder

hows everyone doin at kiddy palace..

well jus FYI, kiddy palace is dat

i used to work for, after my O s.

i worked there for 2 years..

so much tough times there..

and i've learn so much stuff at work

like:

1- Don't trust your colleagues.

(they are working for their own living,

and will always be selfish. They will

backstab u sooner or later. So u shld

just go stab them in front before they

get a chance;-D)

2- The only reliable ones are young

part timers.

(they are working for leisure, and are

nicer pple)

3- whenever yur seniors smiles and say

nice things to you, its most probably a

lie. They'll say different stuffs behind yur

back.

4- whenever yur seniors are slacking,

you can slack. (if they scold you, you

have the opportunity to shoot them back)

5- if a child steals something, let him off.

(the bounty for kids too low to worth

bothering. No mercy for adults)

6- learning to play the piano in front of

lots of customers. (if your seniors scold you,

let them know how much keyboards you've

sold by playing it.)


hah. dats about all i learn from my job. xD



been a boring day yet again. chinese new

year is coming! and this means i'm gona

hear this paticular sound very frequently.

can u guess what sound it is?

nope. its not fire crackers.

not chinese songs too.


its the sound of my vacuum machine..

lawls. my dad does most of the cleaning

of the house.. and my mom is more

into korean dramas.. and she recently

started watching princess hours..

lawls. funny show.



right now,

i jus wana learn more interesting songs

-Eyes on me (50%)
-River flows in YOUR (30%)
-First Love (0%) <- can someone inspire me to learn this? xD
-Somewhere over the rainbow (0%)
-Bittersweet romance(50%)
-turkish march (95%)
-Nocturne op.9-2 (1%)
-humoresque (0%)

i wish i had the drive to learn them all at once!!

there'll be a recital soon, for the old

folks home. haha wondering what i shld play...



i feel sorry for them. they raised their

children up so dat they could be sent to

the old folfs home? dats just inhuman.



would u send yur parents to the

old folks home one day? =(
Tuesday, January 22, 2008



np open house is over!

had so much fun and laughter..

even though the barracudas

drums were very loud, their team

spirit was really great!

they seemed reali enjoying performing.

its has been a great 3 days of

open-house.. got to know some interesting

pple on the way.. =D


i've got sooo much

more things to learn in life.. so much

things i'm tryin for the first time..

and theres so much i'd learn, from the

pple i meet.




perhaps i'm noticing it for the first time..

i'm surrounded by lots of pple with

great hearts... little giants.. =)

hope i can grow a

bigger heart some day.. haha..

perhaps its being more passionate?

more responsible?

more proactive?

i'll find that answer someday.


posting few pictures i took myself..

will post more when i get them ^^

haha i got the bulleye on my first try

with the bow n arrow.. love archery! =p



Saturday, January 19, 2008



wow.. my horoscope..

its quite accurate..

especially the last sentence. lol.


LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet.

Their Love is one of a kind.

Silly, fun and sweet.

Have own unique appeal.

Most caring person you will ever meet!

However, not the kind of person

you want to mess with...

you might end up crying...

Libras can cause as much havoc

as they can prevent.

faithful friends to the end.

Can hold a grudge for years.

Libras are someone you want on your side.

Usually great at sports and are

extreme sports fanatics.

Kinda dumb at times.


me dumb dumb..

i wan my gum gum!

gona perform at the open house

tmrw.. i actually thought i was

supposing to perform at the booth..

and it seems dat i've jus realized

dat it'll be another stage performance.

=X

hope i dun screw up..

becos i dun have a screw driver. lol

i'll be off to rest

all the best to everyone's performances!

cheers.

Thursday, January 17, 2008



went to nyp for their piano exchange

programs.. i tot in exchange programs

people are supposing to learn from one

another, but i think it was rather one-

sided.. haha i dun think we did learn

anyth from them, but i think they

learned alot from us! =p

... but they've got

some reali powerful players there!

heard their first song.. phantom of

the opera... made me even nervous la!


duno why, but to me, yamaha grands

sounds much nicer than yamaha

upright pianos, so are the keys.

it's got a very smooth touch

(as in easy to express feelings)



i'm more familiar wif yamaha grand..

lol its becos i've been sneaking to my

frends church to play their grand too!














the sound is jus sooo lovely! =DD



2 words to describe wat i played at the Nyp

exchange - below standard. my legs were

having spasm... shaking like crazy even

though i tried hard to maintain my calm..

made some silly mistakes but at least

i played the ending part

up to my standard ^^

and i'm real delighted to hear some words

of encouragement from our instructer.

wat he said was quite true, about the

part of different methods of striking

down the keys.


too bad i only heard views from our

judges and the nyp judges had nth to

say.. =X

and everone did a great job la!!!

we 've showed them what we can do!!



haha i'm off to marching in turky..

with turkish march! =D

cheers
Friday, January 11, 2008



did this interesting test on my fears.. =X

you are most afraid of not being good enough

Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about how others perceive you than many people around you? Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about doing things perfectly or feel afraid that others will mock you in some way? If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not being good enough.

It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life. For instance, a fear of not being good enough may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more diligent in pursuing your goals than others.

However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check.

very interesting eh?

and heres another test i did:

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you can't defend your values and beliefs. You seem unreasonably stubborn. People don't like that you only tend to take complements. It makes you seem insecure... and unappreciative. People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name! What People Like About You: People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. People like that you are genuine and real. They can count on you to be yourself. People like that you're interesting and intriguing. You always have something interesting to say.

i've been practising melodies of life

everyday... ever since i went dat

monday club practise... RAWR!!!!

that piece, i 've jus realized dat i've

been playing it wrong ever since

the concert auditions!!!!! omg!!!!

there's a part in the beginning

where i played one octave lower..

and its WRONG!!! @.@ glad

dat pip tank (tang*) managed

to spot that mistake that none of

my tutors did ^^ and now it

sounds even nicer la!

and now it seems dat i'll most

likely be performin the sundial dreams

for the esplanade concert... thinking of

dat my palms start sweating..

i've listened to the video recording

of the concert (first half of the

concert was alrdy 7gb @.@)

i dun tink i can even hear my

mistakes clearly.. and dats gd ^^

.. haha oh well

wats over is over... and tmrw

we'll be celebrating KE's

anniversary.. happy birthday

KE!! =D
Monday, January 07, 2008



=D been indulged in the world of final

fantasy crisis core this few days.. haha

very interesting game!! the characters

are realli well developed! so are the

graphics.. =)


special thx to those basketbal frends

from calvary pandan church dat

gave me dat towel

for xmas! =D its got my name on it

too!


we are 6 days away from nyp

exchange.. and i wont be able

to learn and memorise any songs

in 6 days. lol but i'm alrdy half way

through..


feeling real bored this days..

especially thurs and fri when

i have my project. i've got hard

core slackers in my group and

i'm becoming one off them alrdy..

lol.. its such a coincidence dat my

entire team (including proj leader)

fell sick on thurs

and ps me one person in the proj room..

and on fri, my proj leader still sick @.@

ended up my other frend suggested we

go watch lord of the rings. lolz. crazy

team mates. one is a pon tang king,

the other is a lazy king. i'm a hybrid of

both! lol


well.. at least i manage to have some

fun after school with badminton with

ke! xD

i'm off den..

gotta practise EYES on Her.

.. oops i meant eyes on me.

ciaos.
Saturday, January 05, 2008