Monday, February 27, 2006



...i tink i shld strangle miself with a cordless phone...hahaax (get the joke? cordless phones hv no wire) ...dotz i'm so weird sometimes...i'm talkative when i'm nt supposin to, n i'm quiet when i'm nt supposin to...watever...=x
sum pple juz dun understand ...=(...
torn between lies n deceit....(no idea wat it means...but the phrase sounds cool! lolx)

lol...shld i hv went out wif her(n her frends)?
dat mornin already din start out rite...had to debate wif mi parents jus 2 not work on sat lolx.(debates quarrel or arguments...wats the diff? =p) in the end we signed a treaty, stating dat i would be workin at 4.30pm...

i'll nt explain the events dat took place between 1130 - 1300 hrs... bt it din go too well...dotz ...freakin s%*&...well nvm...=z...%^&**(%$$*%$*^$())&$##@$#^&*(())^$#....

heng under the guidance of my sensei egene n his pam lolx (...watever...) , i managed pull myself together n eat mi favourit jap dish, bento set b5...^^

n den back 2 work...zZz (-_-)lll....

zzz i'm feelin so weary inside...gave away too much of mi heart......

.=:a~phoenix~dying:=.


Saturday, February 25, 2006



i finally understand wat love is ^^
its something dat makes u happy n warmth inside,
something dat makes u happy when u're sad,
something dat brings u peace in times of troubles,
something dat makes yur head spin,lolx

the folowin is dedicated to a special gal...Y%^ &*^%$(< those r censored) =p

Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home
Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don`t know what to do
The memory of love will see you through
love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don`t know
Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of emotions, full of change
Like a fire when it`s cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
My reasons for love will be of you

the end~

Friday, February 24, 2006




zzz exams tomorow....=(
feelin so down...........=(
i'll jus shar some of mi previous lifez =)

recallin the days i spent wif mi old frends at the chalet at aloha changi...lolx...those were nightmares.... yet i still miss them.
it was a 3 -5 five days chalet. At 1 nite, we were planin to ride the bikes around changi beach until mornin without slp, and den watch the sun rise over the sea. lolx ...we al manged to get 1-2hrs of slp, despite the frequen noisy airoplanes, n the cold piecing wind, n the wet sand...
As dawn aproacheth, we grew excited it the sky turned dark-blueish-orange. BUT tis irritatin huge cloud came n block the sun...grrr ...all we saw were the sky, clouds, n more clouds...lolx such a waste....we den walked along e beach pickin shells...n i managed to catch a fish bare-handed! ok lah its dead, but i wud rather assume dat it was havn a nap, n i used mi amazin agility n reflexes to pounce on the huge fish..=D...so tiring after e chalet... n 2 days l8ter was mi first day of work at kiddy palace at cck...dotz ....why is kiddy palace named kiddy palace? so lame...i would rather it be named kids daycare centre , or "kiddy dungeon", becaus alot of kids cry after goin in ,hehex....because they couldn't get their fav toys ..=)...so sianz...lot 1 kp is sooooo small!! n i was incharge of packin the whole of toy sections...=.=...its realli a coooollld place...all ah mas n ah sos (worse den aunties ) workin there onli ...=(...every nite so busy ...since i'm the onli guy workin there, i was in charge of changin all the light bulbs in kp, n of cours the testin of toys...=)...rememberin the first time of work when i ws ask by a customer, whu was holdin some underwrs..."can test anot?" LOLx....there i was holdin a screwdriver and some batteries , tryin to figure out how to test a underwear....hahahax=x


n now i finaly gt a transfer 2 jp(around march bah).....at first i tot i wud die....lol... lot1 onli hv about 4 floorstacks of toys... but jp like hv about 10 !! LOLx....but its definitely better den lot 1 ...=) ....i gt to know a guy called, eric there, n another guy frm burma who spoke chinese (forgot his name =x)..well, he ws in the stroller dept, n eric ws in the toy dept wif me =)...at least i gt pple to talk to hahaz. ...n we always hv freakin customers dat let their children pee here n there... i remembered 1 time, someone vomitted near the exit....it was....pink in color!!!, n there were some bits of parcialy-digested food in the pink slime....ewwwwwww!! dotz..i had to take newspaper n clean dat mess ...nearly puke my self....n mi puke would look black....ewwww...i'm so gross ...i tink i'm gonna puke now ...blagh! =x
hahax ...i usualy stand at the exit area....so bored becus dat time no piano...=x...now gt le...feelin so xin fu ...=D

so much things happen within a year...frens come n go like the wind...=x....x'mas last yr was definitely fun...haha...the big boss (mr ong bah) joined us for a celebration..lol hes a funny guy...i was like listenin 2 mi frends mps, n he tot i ws listenin to 4d lol....n he nearly fooled me ...hahahx he offered mi a bowl of somethin dat looks like ice -cream....which i l8ter found out, ws a freakin scoop of wasabi!! so sour...blagh!

ps. pls tag mi when ever possible ..(>^.^)> thx!~
back 2 mi study...


Wednesday, February 22, 2006



feelin so weird nw a days...suddenly feelin so happyz n warm inside ....something
i havn felt 4 a long long timez....=x
zZz tOday remedial until 4pm... catchin a movie soon.^^
Wednesday, February 22, 2006



hahahx ...finaly changed mi blog skin...its called "whispers from a dragon", so cool!! and theres a tagboard le , so feel free to tag =)... the credits go to eugene =D thx hor....but u still mus return mi 20 bucks... =)....hmmm feel free 2 post coments on mi blog...if its a bad comment den dun bother...=p ....

dotz...mi first exam is tis fri ....n its engineerin maths2 ...haiz so sians...i'm nvr gd in A-maths de thingys. tis sat n sun i nvr work...so i'm freeeeee as the wind!! so i'm free 4 bbal

hahaz...someting weird in maple...lol...some1 ask mi to marry her lol...shes a priest lvl 73...=x...some more she said she'll giv mi 300k to marry her too! =x ...lol...quite a gd bargain, dun u tink? hehex...but 300k like too puny to mi le lar...so i rejected the offer. =)...i ask her y she wanna marry me? she said she was desperate...LOLx...could u believe dat? hahahax....hmm... something seems to be missin in mi lifex....
Monday, February 20, 2006



finally a week of rest...be4 the exams starts....
i would like to share a touching story , its adapted frm a song, but its realli meaningful..=)

its about the author, when he was 15...

he found this letter his grandma wrote back in 1923, grandpa kept it in his coat n showed it once to him...he said"boy, u might not understand, but a long, long time ago, grandma's daddy didn't like me so, but grandma loved me so. We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together, and to get married in the first town we came to and live forever. But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead, i found this letter, and this is what it said:


Sunday, February 19, 2006



work againz...=x...all alone at work...all e part-timers leavin one-by-one

yet i felt so happyz n light hearted in the mornin...hahaz...=x

lOvE has the strangest effect on pple...=)



i saw a woman today...she was feedin her sons ...she reached into the plastic container...n started rollin the food into a small ball with her palm!! n she den threw it into her sons mouth... he chewed, n stopped , wif his mouth half open.....eeeewwwwww!! gross....=x
Saturday, February 18, 2006




haha...the day has finally arrived - valentines day... dotz my blog is 1 day late...so busy on v day! not busy for love....but for classes til 4pm ...zZzZ...another year of valentine in solitude...=( ...so lonely...

finally went to watch i not stupid 2...its "so cool!", "so lame!", "whatever!"...hahaha..=X

the moon was soooo beautiful...it shone brightly, with a yellow aura around it...lol...i'm probably the onli person in s'pore dat gazes at the sky at nitez .... ah heres a poem i found:

Tuesday, February 14, 2006



today rocs!! i finally got to meet my shi fu!!(my piano master)^^...as the saying goes..."every master was once a disciple"... amzing lol...shes so young(about pri 6 bah), yets she plays so well...n i also found out dat she doesn't take piano classes!!! omg lol!! she used to hang out at jp kp every sat or sun, to spent 1-2hrs playin e piano..haha.. her first song she played, was "Canon in D" ,it was so beautiful!! n i was so moved to the extent dat i forced myself to learn that piece of music...n dat was abt 4 mths ago..^^ ...ever since den, i've even learn some beautiful music pieces..haha. but during x'mas, her dad finally bought her the 49.90 piano...haha...n since den, she rarely visited jp liao =(...but today she came, n i managed to learn quite abit..=D...so happy...i hope my music will improve, n bring joy to all!! zzz managed to sell four 49, n one 89 bucks de piano ^^...gd nitez everybodyz
Sunday, February 05, 2006



woohoo..finally back at work!

oh i missed her so...2 weeks of cny break, i hv not been able to spent time with her...but today,
i'm feeling happy, because she cheered me up! (i'm talking about my freaking piano! what did u tink i was talking about? =.=) wow...i tink i learned a new song! ^^


zzz ...i not stupid two seems stupid too...(take in deep breaths n laugh =))...pple seems to cry after watching it..they're probably feelin sorry for e boy dat got caned..ouch! hmm if i was dat boy, n in real life, it probably wouldn't even hurt..(my skin's jus too thick).

dotz...i should just shave off all my hair...zzz...i'm jus gettin too much overwhelming responses lol... i hate pigs.. =) if u know wat i mean =D....i'm so happy...finally .. my xmas pooh has a home liao! after 1 mth hahaz...

nxt thingy on my shopping list:
short sleeve shirt
mayb yellow shades
n a new shopping list =)

dats all 4 todae...gd nitez, n may the bed bugs feast on you.. =)
Saturday, February 04, 2006



hi hi !went to bugis wif mi friend n got some fanciful clothings =) ...plus a bag too! for 32 bucks... the pursue for perfection continues...peace out!!^^
Friday, February 03, 2006



last minute presentation ... gives me headaches... but i manage to complete it yestday 1am ^^...n tis mornin my lecturer said my presentation was gd, n dat i had done gd preparations! lol... my friend dat did lots of preparations got harsh critism dat his was too wordy ...haha..so happy.. i kept quiet all the way ^^

Zzz so sianz ...end early...nothing to do but to stare at the four walls of my house. Its quite excitin though, if u imagine the four walls r moving closer towards u..lol...zzz... nothing to do in maplez either...=x...haha finally gonna basketball wif mi gd old friendz tonite..i'm gonna play till i drop dead ^^ ..byebye!~
Thursday, February 02, 2006

Wednesday, February 01, 2006